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Puttu!!!!

  It will be the days—maybe I return from the market with bags stuffed and things waiting to be sorted and put back in their place, or on a long weekday when I come home already carrying a heavy list of EOD tasks still left to tackle. On those days, a small part of me hopes you might be asleep, just so I can sit down for a moment, maybe even hear myself think. But as I quietly push open the door and peek in, there you are—wide awake, in your own little universe, building castles out of blocks. That sweet post-bath scent still floats in the air, soft and warm. And the moment our eyes meet, you break into your happy dance, arms flailing, feet bouncing, yelling through giggles, “Neenu elle koochi maadamma” There are days when I feel the tension rise—the exhaustion knotting inside me, everything needing something from me, all at once. And then there are days I surprise myself, whispering, let it go... the sky may not fall on anyone’s head. It’s okay. But whether I arrive wound tight...

My Everyday Magic: Puttu!!!!!

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  This Friday evening , while I was curled up in your lap, my little Puttu, I felt so warm... and suddenly, this little feeling crept in—someday I’m going to miss this so badly (even though it’s far away!). One by one, all your cutest little moments started dancing through my head—like a slideshow made of love. The way you keep sniffing the air, trying to catch the irresistible aroma of fresh ghee... the way your eyes light up when dosa starts bubbling on the hot tawa, and you suddenly shout, “Uppittu Ammaaa!! Very me, very me, very me!!” I see myself in you completely. And oh, how you go after AppaChaami’s life too—“Me me me ONLY!”—not even sparing him! And that sudden shout of “Appa bandavu!” with full excitement as we both peek through the window when AppaChaami arrives… and then you go running and hugging him tight like you’re seeing him after 10 years! Appa’s face literally glows like a 100-watt bulb. And my heart? It just bursts with love. Your happy dance when semige st...