Every single night, being his snug place!!!!!

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 On a moonlit night, his face glows, and the rhythm of rain and breeze tempts me to eat up his cheeks.

As I approach him, his peaceful sleep is disrupted. I realize that he begins to cry, but fortunately, he simply wiggles his tiny feet, and the gentle jingle of his anklets makes it more therapeutic.

His delicate hand tightly holds onto mine, and this is EUPHORIA!!!!

And he, who trembles in his drowsy voice to check, if his beloved pie is sleeping soundly.
@sudarshanams Appa to my Pie❤️
I wish and pray, may this entire scene linger as a fragrant memory in my heart eternally, ready to be cherished whenever I seek solace.



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