Rewind. Relive. Recharge.

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 It’s the most awaited Friday morning!!!!!

Cheeks rubbing, his lil hands pushing me to hold him tight. I even take away my hand on purpose, just to see how badly and how strongly he wants me back. That soft cheek, his tiny breath, that baby scent — uff!!! nothing can beat it.

Kitchen chores all done, AppaChaami already gone to office, no to-do list, not even a dot!!! Just silence, gloomy light, and only those twinkling eyes with tiny teeth grinning at me saying, “ Amma,Kondaata maadammaaa!”

No words spoken. Just silence. Yet so much love overflowing. Both of us acting like we are in deep sleep, but getting caught when one of us opens an eye to check the other. That small silly game, that warmth — ahhhh, nothing like it.

OMG, OMG, OMG!!!! There is no drug that can give this much dopamine, this much peace, make me forget everything and simply get transcended!!!

Every day is not like this. Most days are rushing — work, chores, EODs, deadlines. But these rare mornings… they are gems!!!!! Pure gold. No list, no devil to snatch away my high. Just the tick-tick of the clock, reminding me, soon he will fly away… every second is a gift Amma, don’t miss it.

I just wish when he’s grown and not sticking to me like this, I can go to this memory file in my heart. To feel everything exactly as it is now — his one lil leg on my tummy, his hand around my neck, that scent, that silence, that sparkle in his eyes. Every. Single. Subtle. Detail.

Rewind. Relive. Recharge.
And the clock ticking will again tell me, “Happy? You could feel it.” ❤️



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